[Public] Journal Entry: Sunspot 20/09/2012

[om_sunspot]

You know what's bad? Hangovers.

You know what's worse? Xavier's full length lecture inside your damn head with you're hanging to hell.

And what's even worse? Puck.

Deus tenha piedade...



p.s Details on last night are fuzzy. Help appreciated.

p.p.s Blaine is awesome.

Comments

[om_magma]

Somehow, I get the feeling you probably deserved that lecture.

[om_sunspot]

Amara! You break my heart, I most certainly didn't deserve such treatment. I was only trying to cope with things.

[om_magma]

Perhaps your method of "coping" was not the most responsible.

[om_sunspot]

I never said it was but I didn't know what else to do.

[om_magma]

Do you feel better?

[om_sunspot]

I did at the time and that was the whole point of it, helping me get through that day.

[om_magma]

I think it would be wise to find a new method.

[om_sunspot]

Funnily enough that occured to me too.

Any suggestions?

[om_magma]

How do your people usually honor someone who has died? There is great comfort in rituals.

[om_sunspot]

That's why I was drinking. I found out it was that day and I couldn't attend.

[om_magma]

Is there not something you could do here?

[om_sunspot]

I don't know, alcohol seemed a good option to me. Best night I've had in a long while to be honest, at least I was happy for a while.

What can I do here? Nothing. She's gone and now she's buried and all I have left of her is a rosary and some bloodstained clothes. That's it.

[om_magma]

You do not need a body to have a memorial.

[om_sunspot]

A one man memorial's a bit pathetic, isn't it?

[om_magma]

You seem well liked by people here. They would come.

[om_sunspot]

For someone they never knew? I think not.

[om_magma]

I would come.

[om_sunspot]

I would appreciate that.

[om_magma]

It may help give you the closure you are yearning for.

[om_sunspot]

I'll certainly think about it, perhaps it would.